School has started for two weeks. The focus of this term is be back to the academic track, read more, stay quiet more and bring my thoughts to another level, prepared it for better creation in the future.
I felt I was very blessed to study in Singapore, NUS. I shared this thoughts with Christina, who just came back from states. We got a lot of comfort from our close talking. 'Most of us are turning to a better track.' She said.
Initially, I only bit 5 modules for this term. However, I felt I just cannot give up Deutsch course. Therefore I successfully appealed my LAG2 after several attempts.
Love should be unconditional and bring rest to someone's soul. I felt restless, recently, hope I could settle down soon.
And I know I will keep smiling on your wedding day. You will never know how I have cried, been broken and hided all my shadows. In the theater you cover my eyes, and I responded, 'I am an adult already though.' and I wanna say, so can I love like her does? Which I did not. For sure, it is easier for us, for she to stay in this condition. You do not want to hurt her, I do not either.
Your name will always be in my prayer, and I hope God can help me find a way out of this.
I will remember to smile. I will. Because love is unconditional.